3 days, oh boy!
I can't describe the mix of emotions I am feeling except to say just about every definition of anxiety covers it. I am anxious to get this over with and move on with my life. I am nervous about the recovery and the difficulties I will have over the next 6 months. I am frustrated at the lack of control I will have in the next 2 weeks. I am excited to have an improved jaw/mouth and leave much of my chronic pain nothing but a distant memory. I am exhausted, as the worrying is actually waking me up in the middle of the night and doesn't let me go back to sleep. Finally I am still hopeful that many of the blogs I have read exaggerated the difficulty of recovery and I will skate through this like its nothing.
But tonight, I get an amazing date night with my fabulous husband. We received (incredible!) tickets to a musical for tonight as a Christmas present. So I am getting all dressed up and feeling as pretty as possible, for what will probably be the last time in awhile... and I am hoping that my husband can hold on to that image when he's taking care of the drooling, sloppy mess I'm about to become.
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